Only me.
I am learning to sit with the darkness, And deal with the force of pain, From the inside out. I’ll scream its name, “Show your face!” But mostly it arrives uninvited. In the middle of the night, When I pray for sweet joys, It’s comes knocking. Louder, Louder, Louder. “Face me” it will taunt, As I shy away for the light, But where is the light now? Nowhere is far enough, To hide from the cries, Of the depths of my soul. Exhausted and broken, Fetal position, I unwrap my limbs. “I will endure no more!” I boldly assert, But no one hears. Because there is nothing. There is no darkness. There is only me.